sleeping alone away from home
i used to enjoy being on my own.
now it freaks me out.
waking up alone in various hotel rooms around the world isn't so entertaining.
you get to feel displaced and 'without'...
i feel like i'm in a fairly constant state of confusion just now.
just as everything was coming together, getting sorted, everything got all shook up again.
tonight is newick bonfire night.
and i'm missing it.
i HATE missing bonfire night: i think i've only ever missed 3 in my life.
where i come from, we take it very seriously.
have come back to the farm for a couple of hours to see the family, put down some rat poison, pick up some cameras and a change of clothes before driving BACK to london and a different hotel.
had breakfast this morning three doors up from mine and mrs.perou's first place together on curtain road (my place that she moved into) with sham and lisa.
of all the breakfsat diners in all of london, they just happened to be there having breakfast too.
there is no such thing as coincidence...pay attention.
spent the afternoon wearing tweeds in the countryside, with some models...